Some days I still resent How you handled us. And if I can even say There was anything that would define You and I.
I’m falling
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While she keeps you
Together.
I prayed so many nights For the answer. For Your answer. Every silent second that Passed since two February’s ago Has unraveled me in every way possible.
Madness. Floating down the river The embodiment of Ophelia.
The flames of contemplation Lick my skin and burn My fingers when I reach to Make sense of something so Beautiful yet so harsh and So painful.
If I’m just a candle I’ll Melt and melt until one day There’s nothing left but small Fragments of what I once was.
You won’t be able to Bring me back.
You’ll ask someone, one day What happened to me. And they’ll tell you:
“It wasn’t easy for her. To be happy for you.”
April, 2022